I am an idiot, to be perfectly honest.....I got married because I was so "in love" 7 years ago. (and pregnant) --I found out a few years into my marriage that my husband had a closet drug problem... First a little money was missing...and then a lot. I guess he grew tired of hiding his addiction. Same old story, I threatened to leave him, he promised he would change.... Needless to say he didn't. Not following the smart advice of friends and family, I stayed with him, thinking I could change...help him...... And our son totally adores him. I decided last December (2005) that I was done with living that awful life that I had to paint so pretty everyday. He moved out....Things were good, I reclaimed my life, my finances.... Then I found out that I was 3 months pregnant. I had my youngest son the end of October. In the middle of my pregnancy he talked me into "letting him back in" giving it one last shot. The day I went into labor, we drove to the hospital. While I was in triage he said he was going to run back to our house and grab a few things for me and himself. I let him use my car, he said he would be back in 45 minutes. That was at 4pm that day.... He finally came back the day I was being discharged from the hospital (48 hours later). Without my car.... he sold it. (my dad had bought me a car when my huisband moved out, a NICE car that he charged on his credit card.) So, when I got home , with no car, a new baby, and no job (I was let go during my pregnancy due to complications) my parents cut me off emotionally, financially, in every way.... my husband loves it.... I am at home, unable to afford daycare so I could even find a job, no car, he comes and goes as he pleases. I am needing donations for a cheap car. Or if any of you live around oklahoma and have a really cheap car for sale that you could work out payments with me I would be so grateful. I actually have a loving family that is normally really supportive, but they are tired of this story with me and him. And I can;t blame them.... Thank you to all of you that help me throw his sorry ass to the curb.
May God bless you all !
Much Love
Keri
